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Current Mood: anxious

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I've just read a horrifying story about inner world that often exists between mutual friends. The inner world that grows from loneliness, isolation and fantasy. Such a dreadful end could it have! I'm a little bit scared, because I know that feeling of mutual... not madness, ok, but passion... and I know how it could be strong.
It is the story of two girls who were fascinated by darkness, fantasy and delusions. And they attempted to kill their friend to be proven worthy in their isolated world of dreams and delusions.

Out Came the Girls | VQR Online

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research

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Current Mood: anxious

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Once I wrote myself a letter where I explained that everything was going to be ok (it was really a difficult time). I sent it to myself by post, and started waiting. I waited so long that I began thinking it having been lost >.< But in the same day when I lost any hope to get it it was delivered and - what a coincidence! - with the other one that I wanted to receive but didn't believe it would happen. So silly, I was so confused by both of them that I've never read them and hid in my drawer. Now I think it was rather cowardly, and I put myself down with these thoughts.
Actually, I avoid talking with people much. My subtle inner world should be a safe harbour, but it's not a right way to live, I think.

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guild wars 2

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Sometimes I play in one MMORPG (actually Guild Wars 2), but I started to like being in the invisible mode.

Yesterday I invited my good friend to join my PvP (Player versus Player) match, but another guy had requested her to join him, and he broke on our conversation... I know that he's a good boy, but at that tme I thought something like: "Waaaat, man, you've just opened your mouth, and I'm already getting sick with you". Exhaustion makes me an unbearable person >.<

Another awful thing in the game: people who know how to do this or that better than anybody and who like to demonstrate it. "Man, you was lame" - that's the common answer to the newbie who admits being new in the game. Every time I see that phrase, I do want to beat with the shovel that arrogant guy, who durst say these words XD

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Now I'm working at the translation of "Dreamer" comic by Lora Innes into Russian^^ Man, I love it! I've never considered myself as a fan of anything, but I can't help being happy every time I'm reading that comic. Natan Hale, Colonel Knowlton, Ben Cato are my favourite chars >.< If I were an artist, I'd draw a lot of fanart with funny stories about them.
But I'm frustrated a little bit. The audience speaking Russian are so small that I hardly have anybody to chat about this comic and heroes :D Have no idea how to ease my pain >.<

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This is going to be the first post here (I'm crossing fingers and knocking on wood now)

I'm sorry for any mistakes you find here; this journal is supposed to be an experiment as a bilingual diary. Actually, I'm from Russia and living here at the moment, but I'm extremely interested in languages and literature and history and arts.
To be honest, having some troubles with friends and fans of history in Russian communities (not so many people are fond of XVIII century and all that miraculous stuff) I decided to give it a try here.

Первый пост здесь, и я надеюсь, этот эксперимент выйдет интересным. Буду спамить размышлениями, музыкой и картинками XD

Ну и немножко британских солдат^^